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A cupboard full of dreams

A cupboard full of dreams is all that’s left in my kitchen. You took sugar, salt and spice and left me monsters, castles and knights to cook our meals with.
Can’t you see this isn’t enough?
You say you’ll be paid some day, and till then, we’ll survive, somehow. But the cupboard is empty to everyone but us, and to me, its contents are fading.
You built good dreams they lasted longer than all the others. What kind of preservatives did you use? I bet it was sugar and lemon and love.
You knew that this way, I

Frozen minds and personal -

Somewhere past the frozen fields, where snowstorms melt heaven and hell into one giant mass of fear and slow fading you pass by like a ball of fire.
Thank you for warming my heart after every night when the wolves come. Their paws feel colder than winter itself.
Somewhere past the post-apocalyptic, broken, denied parts of my mind you stop by like a sun crushing to my ground to heat it up.
Thank you for warming my heart after every nightfall in my soul every moment of doubt. Your smiles are never the killing kind.

Nonexistance

I pray to a God I have never seen, who lives in a world that has never been, to save my heart that has never felt, from eternity's failures, eternity's guilt.
My feet step on grounds no men stepped before, my lips taste the poison, bitter and sore, yet it does not kill me, does that mean, that I am immortal, or that I've never been?
I pray to a God that may not exist, while the iron shackle tears up my wrist, to tell me the difference of being and not, to show me the memories that I forgot.
My mind flies to places nobody has reached,

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Storyteller's judgementThere they are, in a row: Protagonist, antagonist, the wise old man and the snake. They're here to be seen, to have their words heard, and finally, to be judged. My name is of no interest, I'm but a word in the dark. The protagonist is a man, high in figure and his blond hair curls like -
“Silence.” The judge has spoken, I'll quiet down. But have no fear, I'll whisper on for you. It will be interesting, at least it seems like it. The knight is the first one to step forth, all the audience leans towards the place where he stands. His armour shines, his sword is sharp, and his smile makes you think there Storyteller's judgement
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RavenI have quite an unusual relation towards large, black birds. It comes from the way I grew up, and the way I am going to die, most probably in the next few hours or days. It all started when I received that thing...
My mother had given it to me when I became 6. I remember her smile and her happy voice when she handed me the cage and explained: “This is yours now. Treat him well, because it’s a lucky bird.” I hated it, right from the beginning. It was ugly, large, black. It must have been some kind of a raven, or a crow, I didn’t care. Any case, at first I planned to set it free as soon as I could, but... Raven
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RainingIt was a rainy day, and he was all soaked. Sam was no man to be bothered by that, though. He'd always been a little different, which was about the reason why he was running through this forest now, looking for a place to sleep. He didn't feel cold, but he knew that it wouldn't be good for his body temperature if he lay down under one of those trees, not in November. It can get awfully cold in November. Sam's feet touched the earth only briefly, he didn't want his shoes to become all muddy. That fact made him laugh, because: How would it matter if his shoes were muddy or not? Nobody was gonna see them, at least nobody who matt Raining
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FreedomThis is what I call freedom. The wind through my hair, the sun in the sky, and nobody will catch me. They say I’m going to fall, say I’m going to come back when I get hungry, but I know better. I know that they’re never gonna get me. Because now I’m out of this place, it’s forever behind me and there’s no turning back. I liked the food, I loved the place, but what’s enough is enough. Nobody’ll tell me what to do anymore, nobody’ll get me down anymore. Suddenly, laughter comes over me. The landscape in front of me is rich and full in fruit, and I’ll live good through the summer. When Freedom
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Some lies sparkleSome lies sparkle like lightning amidst the stars of another sky they remind me of you and me of how we were, not are.
Some of the things we said would tear holes in the fabric of our universe and it seems we both had the same idea: I just let myself fall and forget.
You know, nobody lied to me since then and I think that's far sadder than our cruel games. You cared enough to think of lies and I like to think I did too.
And if there was any way to go I would cry me a river to the stars and come back just to hear you say "I am well, I Some lies sparkle
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YesterdayDidn't you say your heartbeat
was the source of all the noise? Didn't you say that walls were not the only thing to climb? Maybe
yesterday... Didn't you scream in envy and in hate when my thoughts revolved around something else than you? Didn't you yell that you and me was everything that counts? Maybe yesterday... And didn't you say you loved me from the bottom of your heart?
Maybe yesterday the sky seemed twice as blue maybe yesterday the world was only me and you maybe yesterday we were fools but I don't wanna give up on you. &nbs Yesterday
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Final balance sheet dismantledCatalyze my calculations render me useless.
Steal my sadness and loneliness, my heart steal my heat and will leave a hint of cinnamon, clove and a cherry blossom on my floor to remind me of what you took of the things that never were there and all I still possess. Final balance sheet dismantled
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Lament for LandfallRemember the times we would stop and rest. Remember the silence of trees and the noise of wind in leaves.
Then again it might be better to try and forget. The sea has us now there's no need for regret it can never change the course.
"Captain's orders, second mate. Sail to eternity wake him at sight." Lament for Landfall
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“It’s your turn.”
He says as she reaches out to pick up the white dice.
Rolling, the cubes land on five and six.
She sighs as she moves her piece 11 spaces and lands on CHANCE.
He picks up one of the thin cards.
“Go directly to Jail,”
He reads aloud as they sit across from each other,
the light green board between them.
The small, orange rectangle seems tiny in his giant hands.
She looks up at him with bored golden eyes.
Bitterly, she thinks that the phrase is a metaphor to their relationship.
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Love's Monopoly

by *dyingsoul2008

I like this piece very much. You did a good job of describing the relationship and the feelings in it, the hopelessness and the stuck-n...

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no more kings

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Ok, so I'll write a critique if it's the last one you can request ^^ Vision and originality are clearly perfect, as I have a ...

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Snow Walker

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What I like most about this piece are Background and clothing, which is probably because I don't know the character. Still, full p...

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Nov 27, 2009 @ 9:26 am
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=summend: XDD Somewhere life is good and things go as they should, it's hard to find, but that's alright
Fri Nov 27, 2009, 9:26 AM
=Only-L: we will neversleep, cause sleep is for the weak
Wed Nov 25, 2009, 12:26 PM
=summend: das mag ich auch ^^ I'm at your back door with the earth of a hundred nations in my skin
Wed Nov 25, 2009, 6:21 AM
=Only-L: auch dazu is es video arg xDD und es lied is cool ^^ The bravest fell, and the requiem bell Rang mournfully and clear
Wed Nov 18, 2009, 9:57 AM
=summend: das hab ich noch gar nicht kannt (das Video XD) I'm not scared of dying, I just don't want to
Wed Nov 18, 2009, 9:46 AM
=Only-L: argh, das video zu dem lied is arg xD Break the walls between building atrophy, causing all your problems to recede
Sat Nov 14, 2009, 7:41 AM
=summend: umso besser XD I didn't want to hurt you but you're pretty when you cry
Sat Nov 14, 2009, 6:43 AM
=Only-L: kenn ich auch, hamma sogarin englisch ghört letztes jahr xDD Cause oh oh oh, I've got a sickness, you've got the cure
Sat Nov 14, 2009, 3:21 AM
=summend: kenn ich auch, is auch cool XDD Be my mirror, my sword and shield, my missionaries in a foreign field
Thu Nov 12, 2009, 11:21 PM
=Only-L: kenn ich, is cool Ding Dong, Ding Dong, ist denn keiner hier? Da hörst du eine Stimme durch die Himmelstür: Mach nie die Tür auf, laß keinen rein
Thu Nov 12, 2009, 1:31 PM
=summend: Einmal möchte ich ein Böser sein, eine miese Sau~ Einmal richtig hundsgemein, für einen Tag genau
Thu Nov 12, 2009, 1:28 PM
=Only-L: You read the book, you turn the page, you change your life in a thousand ways
Tue Nov 10, 2009, 9:44 AM
=summend: lol, is ja schlimm. XD This man said 'It's gruesome that someone so handsome should care'
Mon Nov 9, 2009, 2:46 PM
=Only-L: phaa, das passt auch zu meiner Gschichte außerdem hat der da das als signatur xD [link] The taste of ink is getting old, it's 4 o' clock in the fucking morning
Sun Nov 8, 2009, 1:00 PM
=summend: okai ^^ Rules without exceptions last eternally, every move you make creates your destiny
Sun Nov 8, 2009, 12:13 PM
=Only-L: Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down Ich weiß, das kennst, abar: Es ist aus gegebenem Anlass
Thu Nov 5, 2009, 12:03 PM
=summend: Powerlines draped across roads, you could drive on for days
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 1:10 PM
=Only-L: I who have forged the heavens I also have my king
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:22 AM
=summend: das mag ich dafür nicht Miranda is taking the stars down, a little something to call her own
Mon Nov 2, 2009, 9:33 AM
=Only-L: I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze and love is a riddle
Sun Nov 1, 2009, 2:53 PM

Secret santa ^^

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 2:00 AM

Well,

is in, and it sounds like a nice thing ^^
I'm number 123

I like dark and tranquil colours like blue, black, etc.

I like knights, swords and stuff like that, also all kinds of beautiful things.

My favourite games are Might and Magic and Guildwars

anime/manga: Kuroshitsuji, Gankutsuou, Naruto, Escaflowne, Spice and Wolf

music: Emilie Autumn, Disturbed, Il Nino, Alkaline Trio, Thousand Foot Krutch, Voltaire

OCs: Well... blah... My long stories are german only, and not online, so phail there

You could check out my short stories though, there's some characters there. (I love the one from my story Raven, and the Black Sun main character.)

make anything you want for me

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Mood: Christmas Spirited
Listening to: my classmates babbling shit
Reading: Feanors Fluch - JRR Tolkien
Watching: people from another class invadin -.-
Playing: Guildwars
Eating: a spoon. from plastic.
Drinking: mizu! I brought some to school =D

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Devious Info

Current Residence: Lower Austria, vicinity of Hollabrunn
Interests: Writing, Reading, Music, PC
Favourite movie: The Yes Man/ The Big Lebowski
Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Emilie Autumn, Genesis, Nickelback, Nightwish, Bob Dylan, Good Charlotte, Alkaline Trio
Favourite genre of music: Metal/Rock/Goth/Pop/uh... more? ^^
Favourite poet or writer: E.A.Poe or Terry Pratchett / Garth Nix
Operating System: Vista... *sigh* I'd take Linux for it any time, but the games... ^^
MP3 player of choice: Mine ^^
Wallpaper of choice: more power! more sandpipers
Favourite game: Might and Magic
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: puh... dunno ^^ I guess Hidan is cool... But so are so many others xD
Personal Quote: Arbeit schändet nicht, sie schindet!
Tools of the Trade: PC, Pen&Paper, sometimes Photoshop CS3